Wednesday, October 30, 2013

its another countdown post!

i am 38 weeks ++ now.
memang tunggu hari je.
but i wish..i hope.. and i've been 'talking' to baby boy supaya keluar after Nov 2nd.
hahaha
but to exact..i asked baby boy to come see the world on Nov 5th.
i dunno..i kinda like the date :)

i've read somewhere and there are 1 psychologist yang kerja kat putrajaya dan dia seorang pengamal perubatan alternatif, he said that..if kita keep talking to baby about it..and of course kena yakin..and of course jugak kena yakin ini adalah kerja allah.. its can really works.

well.. this time kena berhati hati dengan tarikh baby boy deliver sebabnya.. adik laki ku akan berakad nikah pada nov 1st and majlis sanding pihak pompuan is on nov 2nd. and the venue is at Selama Perak. about 40 minute from Kulim. so lepas selamat acara bersanding..baru leh gerak balik kajang. and that's why baby boy kene kuar on 5th :). kalau before that..then mama and abah and everybody akan kelam kabut sikit la.

well, sekarang pun masih bekerja. but WFH je. dah malas nak jalan jauh jauh.
kaki asek cramp simpul biawak tu. masyallah..serius sakit weh kat betis sampai kene jalan tengkot tengkot. tu adalah 1 sebab kenape malas nak masuk opis.

dari segi emosi,
i think my emotion have been out these 3 days.
every little things/issues..single things/issues..small things/issues can be a BIG things/issues
sometime i felt despressed, sad, lonely, annoyed, abandon, not been appreaciate enuff  and lots more on negative feelings. sigh!
so very tired!
wua.. crying!
but maybe thats pregnant's hormonal punya kerja kan
padahal nye small matter jek.tkde ape ape pun.

pasal preparation,
beg hospital mak and baby pun tak bersiap lagi.hahaha!!
asek malas je nak start kemas beg spital

anyway ppl,
wish me luck ok

gtg. lots of office work belom siap lagi.
rumah pun lom kemas lagi. arini my family nak datang dah sebab adik nak nikah dah jumaat ni kan.

cu!


Friday, October 11, 2013

35 weeks and few more weeks to go

heyoo

pergh..cepat sangat masa berlalu
dah 35weeks ++ dah minggu ni.
minggu depan nk masuk 9 bulan peknen.
pastu few weeks later.. dah boleh tukar title dari mom to 1 kid to mom to two kids.
bravo

baby dalam perut.. fuyoo.. kicking kicking sangat hebat
well.. boy kan..
harus gitula kan
beza sangat pengalaman dengan mase ngandungkan kakak dia
but afterall.. semuanya ok.and i would say ohsem
:)

preparation is not 100% complete yet
but definitely 90%

i opt to take epi this time. tapi syed macam agak kurang setuju.
bukan 100% tak setuju.. but he.. i think he is too conventional in this beranak bersalin thing

so,
tengok macammane during the day..
kalo sakit macam masa beranakkkan sya.. maybe akan bertahan and deliver without taking epi
tapi kalo mcm baru bukak 3cm - 4cm pun.. contraction dah menggila and lama.. i will take epi =p

sakit tau contraction tu.
mase teran tu dah tak sakit dah.
contraction tu..pergh...azab

anyway
doa kan everything will be ok and the process of delivery will go smooth orite?

so..tata for now