Dear ALeeSYa

baby,

esok, you'll turn to 1. mama rase excited sangat. rase nervous pun ade. berdebar debar. mama tak sangka dah nak setahun aleesya jadi anak mama.

and confirm, we will not having birthday party for you. but still we will celebrate it among 3 of us. takpela.masuk aleesya 2 tahun, mama wat party tuk aleesya ok? insyallah.

so baby,

kite tunggu hari esok.mama loves you so much.

xoxo

Dear aleesya

Dear Aleesya


ade sumthing mama nak share dengan aleesya hari ni. pagi tadi mama untuk pertama kali nye dalam arena pemanduan..telah mengakibatkan tayar kete bocor. hahahha. mama nak membelok then termissjudge jarak la. apelagi..terlanggar divider la. nasib tayar tu membocor slow slow. kalo la time time laggar tu terus meletup..sure mama panik gila. hahahha.

then bila sampai kat parking INTEL, mama tried to called abah. tapi abah tido mati. abah baru je balik pagi tadi dari.so sure ngantuk gila dan tak dengar mama called. so mama pun tepon la atok. nak tanye macamne. boleh tunggu sampai petang or nak kena tukar tayar time tu jugak. atok kate boleh je tunggu nanti.

aleesya,

ni yang sebenarnye mama nak story kat aleesya. lepas dah setle cakap pasal tayar.kami borak pasal aleesya. atok dah tengok video aleesya berjalan dalam facebook. mesti maklong yang tunjuk kat atok. atok sounded happy gila. then, ape yang paling mengharukan mama.. and you should haru too..atok said sorry sebab tak dapat datang kulim on your birthday. mama and abah pun takde plan lagi nak wat or tak birthaday party untuk aleesya. atok pun tau mama maybe tak wat party untuk aleesya. kalo kate mama wat birthaday party untuk aleesya dan atok tak datang..baru logic la nak say sorry. ni..atok say sorry sebab he cannot be with you on your birthday.terharu tak? terharu kan?

so aleesya my dear. please..please be kind to your atok. respect, love and show your love to him. because he loves you so much.

ok dear,

mama should working bukan mengulor gaye gini. mama banyak keje nih. about your 1st birthday party..mama and abah tak decide yet. kalo we are not having the party pun, abah and mama surely would celebrate your 1st birthday punye. kita makan makan kek lepak park ke.. makan makan kek aiskrim kat baskin robin ker.. mahu? hahahha

ok aleesya dear,
i love you

Dear Aleesya

Dear Aleesya


baby,

awak melangkah setapak without any support arini.

as for now, awak sedang belajar jadi lebih berani untuk diri without any support untuk masa yang lebih panjang.

you're also learn how to balance your body so you can stand still for a long time.

chaiyok!

mama love you
xoxo

Dear Aleesya

Dear Aleesya,

mama adalah sungguh sangat bizi quarter 1 ini. mama akan bizi sampai bulan 4 nanti. memang dari skang sampai bulan 4 nanti, time cuti pun kena keje.wekend wekend pun kena keje. so mama harap aleesya ok ok saje dok kat umah babysitter.

tiap kali hari cuti mama nak kena antar aleesya kat umah babysitter, mesti mama jadi tak sampai hati. mesti mama jadi macam.."takyah antar la.takyah wat keje la. main ngan aleesya lagi best la". tapi last last mama kena antar jugak. sebab mama kena jugak jugak buat keje mama nih. sedey , hiba, sayu tiap kali. rasa nak nanges pun ade. pastu mulalah..sebelum wat keje dok belek album aleesya dalam fb dulu.

mama hope aleesya faham. mama hope aleesya tak marah mama sebab time cuti cuti pun takmo jaga aleesya. bukan mama takmo jaga aleesya..mama nak sangat spend time ngan anak dara mama ni..tapi ..tu lah..tak dapek! mama hope aleesya tak lupa mama even masa aleesya adalah banyak dengan babysitter je. nanti mama dah abes keje ni...even lambat lagi..nanti kite spend masa sama sama ye.

mama pun dah asek pikir pikir nak quit je dari keje sekarang. mama tak ske la takde banyak masa dengan aleesya. mama tak ske la..balik balik keje malam pun dok kena buat keje.mama nak main ngan aleesya. mama nak ajar aleesya macam macam. pendek kate, mama nak masa yang lebih dengan aleesya. kalo mama benti keje nak tk aleesya? tapi aleesya ok ke..tak dpt toys baru selalu, tak leh selalu beli baju baru, kasut baru. wekend wekend dok umah je tak leh selalu selalu kuar gi mall? takleh nak berjimba jimba selalu? (eceh macam aleesya kesah pun?hahahha!!)

okey la aleesya. ape pun, ape mama buat ni demi aleesya jugak. mama try bertahan sampai mane yang mama mampu. tapi tu la.. aura aleesya sungguh kuat sampai mama tak daya nak kuatkan semangat untuk untuk keje, keje dan keje lagi dan tak punya banyak masa untuk aleesya. takpela..tengok la mcmne. kalo ade rezki kita 2 nak spend banyak masa, insyallah.adelah nanti. doakan mama murah rezeki dapat job baru yang boleh buat mama banyak masa dengan aleesya.

okeh bebeh! macam biasa la. i love you sokmo.

aleesya is 9 months old today :)

Dear Aleesya,

you're now 9 months old. how time flies. sekejap je dah 9 bulan. 9 beb. 9 bulan. be a momma for my adorable daughter, aleesya..adelah amat worth it. you're is ok with everyone. you doesnt cried or struggled to free yourself from unfamiliar faces. you will always smile or laugh when people teased you, or played with you. your baby sitter said, you like me.always smile and laugh. well, mane tumpahnye kuah kalo bukan ke nasi kan? ;) im happy cause you're not budak-dok-bawah-ketiak-mama saje.





aleesya's milestone





stats:
you are now 9.43kg 4 days ago. maybe you edi 9.5kg as today? maybe. hehehhe! im not measured your height.so i donno. but you are quit tall. sekali lagi, mane tak tumpah kuah kalo idak ke nasinye. tak gitu? baby sitter aleesya kate, baju aleesya yang dulu kalo pakai ketat kat perut dah longgar sikit, tapi seluar pulak dah senteng. see, anak mama taller and slimmer than before. i like.hahahha!





teeth: you have 2 teeths. yes. only 2 for now. :)





feeding:
mama still feed you with fruit/vegie puree and fruit/vegie porridge. tapi mama sudah start awak dengan ayam this week. :) . mama stil pumping for ur milk at the office. but once in the day. malam malam if mama rajin, mama will pump. tapi memang sekarang you are getting 50% of ebm and 50% FM when you are at you babysitter's house. but still, you make me worried about how you doesnt like to drink milk. ebm or fm. milk fresh form farm is the only milk you will drink without problem. only your babysitter know the best how to handle you with milk. even abah dah fedup. heehehhe.





awesome stuff you're doing now:
you love to crawl everywhere. mama have to built a "benteng" to avoid you from going to forbid area. hehehe. your favourite area is near the tv. then after watched one video in youtube mama got idea how to build some "kukuh benteng". mama put a coffee table in front of the tv. so you cant get any near to the tv and astro decoder and i can save my money to buy spectacle for you later on. :)




you pull up on everything (everything like my leg, my hand, my knee even my tudung. tapi mostly u pull up on the sofa la) and several times this weeks you've let go your hand and completely stood by yourself for a few second. then you fall. hahahahha. nevermind baby, practise make perfect!





everytime i sang twinkle twinkle little star, you will do like tutp-buka-tutup-buka ur finger like star. yeah. lesson learn. clever girl. but you still dont know to clap your hand when i sang tepok amai amai. kena trained more ni.ok aleesya? sometimes you will waive your hand when i said" bye bye" but mostly you will put your finger inside your mouth when i said bye bye. haiyaa!!!

and the most funny is, you like to membebel. macam mak nenek.






ade banyak lagi yang aleesya dah pandai buat. but for now, ni je la yang mama sempat type for you. im proud of you and i love you so much.





everytime i look into ur eyes, look at your face, mama rase sayang sangat sangat. taktau nak describe banyak mana. and im sorry aleesya, bila mama banyak keje, mama selalu paksa aleesya tido awal so then mama boleh start buat keje. tapi you still want to play and mama akan babab aleesya kalo aleesya nanges nanges takmo tido.





aritu abah kata, aleesya ngantuk tapi dok tahan mata takmo tido. nak borak borak teman abah beli mcd drive thru.pastu mama macam..aleesya sanggup tahan mata nak main ngan mama ngan abah. tapi mama plak asek nak soh aleesya tido. jahat kan mama? im sorry baby..





mama promise, lepas ni mama tak babab aleesya dah kalo aleesya nak main takmo tido.





ok aleesya. happy 9 months birthday. mama sayang aleesya banyak banyak.

love you sokmo aleesya